And no one gave a shit.
Yes, after everything I tried, no one gave a shit. That's a hard fucking fact that I wouldn't begrudge anyone to feel sorry for themselves about. As long as they don't spend thier entire lives going over that. Cause we are all on our own out here. Every single one of us. So who the hell am I to feel sorry for myself about this? No matter how sorry I feel for myself, no one else is going to feel sorry for me at the end of the day. So what else am I doing aside from being pathetic?
Yes, I'm alone. Yes I'm out here fighting for myself. Yes I've been fighting my whole life. And suddenly I have something in common with everyone. Is my pain really worse than anyone elses? And if it is, is that ever, ever going to matter to anyone other than myself? Is anyone else going to know how hard I had to fight for any of my accomplishments? Is anyone going to pat me on the back for that? No... thats not ever going to happen. And it wouldn't even really matter if it did. This is still my fight, anyways. And I'm going to be okay. In my heart I know this.